I need space to think about how I really feel. When you have to much going on it can be difficult to suss out your feelings towards any situation. Am I angry, am I sad, am I happy, am I hungry …..
It has gotten to the point where I can’t continue to keep choosing you over my happiness. Because you’d win every time .I’d rather be unhappy and have you there than be happy without you. I think subconsciously I worry about having to let you go which has to happen. But at the same time I feel peace as I know everything will work out the way that it is supposed to. I now understand that it is ok to love somone and continue loving them even if your apart.
Now let’s keep the ball rolling.